:: SLOW OCTOBER ::

I have loads to blog about but I just CAN'T write these days. Hay! So, pardon, if I have to go bullets again. Well, it's an easier read anyway. It's definitely a slow October when it comes to my blogging habits.

HALLOWEEN WEEKEND
Yipeee! It's going to be a looooong weekend, folks! And...it will be vacation time for me...FINALLLLY! I'll be in Baguio from October 29 to November 2 with Pong and a bunch of his friends and some of our officemates. I'm really excited for this trip since I've never been out this year due to all the numerous things that happened to me on the first half. The ONE up there is really making bawi to me. Thanks!

GOD-SENT CARRIER
When a door closes, a window opens. With Carrier, it seems like it was one of those huge cathedral windows that was opened for me. Everything about it is an unexpected blessing. I have nice bosses, fantastic officemates, work where I am learning a lot, nice paycheck, relaxed atmosphere, several informative trainings...and most especially...HIM.

NOW THAT I HAVE YOU
Erik Santos / Sheryn Regis

All my life it seems
That something had been missing
I didn't know what to do
Days would pass me by
Each as lonely as the other
Until I met you
You opened the door
And let the sunshine in
My life will never be the same again

Now that I have you
Everything just seems so right
Now that I have you I'm alive
You are the song that I'll be
Singing my whole life through
I'm living in a brighter world
Now that I have you

Looking ahead I see
The two of us together
I'll never let you go
You're so dear to me
And it isn't any wonder
Why I love you so
You opened the door
And let the sunshine in
My life will never be the same again

I feel this love is real
I see it in your eyes
You take my hand and I understand
You are mine
You are mine

Now that I have you
Everything just seems so right)
I'm living in a brighter world
Now that I have you

I AM DEFINITELY F A L L I N G
The song above basically describes what I am feeling right now. I am thoroughly HAPPY and contented. Life is definitely sweeter than sweet. I love the weather and the pre-Christmas cool it brings. I always catch myself staring into blank spaces with a stupid smile on my face. I miss him while I work despite the fact that he's only a meter away from me. I can't concentrate. I always long for those split-second moments where we look at each other's eyes. I love talking about him. I'm happy the way he complain about trivial things like headaches so I can baby him. I love the way he teases himself to me. I love the way he calls me Sweetie. I long for the day where we would finally become we. I'm definitely uber-falling for him.

"I'm happy. I met someone. I really like her a lot. I am falling for her. In the near future, I would be able to call her mine. "
~ Him, 10.20.04